Today I learned once again how hard life is. Usually I'm a chilled laid back person who feels the earth move and breathe, but today i saw yet another person in me. My emotionally disturbing mother said things to me today, she really hurt me, and I don't know if I can ever forgive her for what she said about and to me. I found out what she thinks of me. She said I am a crazy sick disturbed child who should go to the nut house. She said other stuff that I can't bear to write on here, but I can tell you this. Any mom that thinks its okay to hurt your child like that, and wants to secretly kill her, is no mom. She is a fucking devil who needs to be stopped, and I can't help her. I understand I am not the best daughter but at least I could be a better mom than this bitch who dares insult me and call me weird and say she is ashamed that I am her daughter. Answer me this, as the question of the day. Who is more crazy? A suicidal teen girl who wants to help people and is in touch with the earth, or a mom who has once before tried to kill her daughter and no longer cares if she cries? Tell me the justice in that.